Saturday 31 July 2004

The name's Chris.And i'm weird.



How is everyone? The week has gone by pretty much at lightning speed.I've 2 more weeks to go before i go back to good ole college.Sigh..According to one of my friends,she said she's having a blast with her 3rd sem.Yeah right,APIIT is not a college known for it's generousity when it comes to workload.Everyone supposedly has to slog it out.I used 'supposedly' because this only applies to people who actually DO THE MAFARKING WORK.And one of these people happens to be dear ole me.It's been this way for the past 2 years of my college life.Work gets dump on me and when it applies,my team,but the bulk of the workload gets done mostly by me and 2 of my mates who actually GIVE A DAMN about the work.The rest just loaf around,shaking their heads and shoulders and then have the audacity to utter "I dunno la".It is a sentence so violent inducing,i have to tell myself that spending the rest of my life in prison and rotting with a guy named Bob because i strangled my friend.

Why do i still tolerate these bottom feeders of a team member?The reason is simple:They're my friends.As inane as it sounds,i still do not have the heart to kick them out or scold them for their inability to even think.Oh i've done it before,i've kicked my best friend out once and went berzerk because of incompetence a couple of times too.And yet they still remain nonchalant.Their future is in their hands but their hands are too lazy to even hold a pen to write down what they should do.But i tell myself,in the end i will always end up the better person.I've always done my part and more,i always learn far more than i'm supposed and i feel good about myself at the end of the day.That is what really matters.To feel that you have accomplished something from nothing and then get praises for doing a great job indeed,that is enough to spur me on and continue producing quality work.

Now if you would excuse me,i feel like dancing now....

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